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From: Dee Brister  Deebrister@aol.com
Sent:
Tuesday, January 16, 2001


Have just come across your site & love it. I was Medicine Man in 66 with the
128th. I went over with the 11th Avn Bn in Oct 65. I don’t recall just when
I went to the 128th but before my tour was over I took over the Maintenance
Detachment until I came home. John Casey came as I was leaving. Lot of
memories from Phu Loi.
Thanks for the effort of maintaining a web site.
Dee Brister
Medicine Man

From: Duke Robnett drobnett@cambertx.com
Sent: Friday, August 25, 2000 7:27 AM

I recently got back in touch with a lot of new and old warriors of the 128th
and also became a frequent visitor at the 128th Website. You had asked for
comments in a 30 April 2000 article. Due to my travel schedule I have not
been able to respond until know. I share my comments with you and after
your perusal feel they are worthwhile then feel free to put them on the
128th Discussion Group Page.

Thanks for your continuing efforts.

Duke Robnett
LTC (Ret.)
Gunslinger 36

WEBMASTER NOTE: This is being posted on the Tomahawk comment page instead of the web site Discussion Page - it is a worth while read. Sorry about the long delay in posting this message from Duke.

You asked for some input relative to "feelings" reference end of the war, would a person do it again, and what has happened to the vet after war’s end. These are rather a difficult series of questions to answer. It is my thought that all of us have a different perspective; particularly, if you served one or more tours and had the firsthand opportunity to differentiate between service to our country in the earliest parts of the war and as we began our exit.

It wasn’t so much an end to the war as it was the fact that American’s tired of giving her son’s to a seemingly endless conflict with no apparent end in sight. Secondly, it finally became readily apparent that regardless of America’s technological advances in warfare, North Vietnam would continue to sacrifice her son’s regardless of cost to off set the differential. The pity of it all was that America’s leaders ignored the outcome and parallels of the French Indochina war, continued the war in Vietnam by proxy and finally direct involvement, and elected to prop up a series of corrupt governments ruled by self- aggrandizing politicians who paid lip service to bettering the lives of the lower classes. The final outcome of the Vietnam War was finally decided in the forum of political opinion when our national will to continue was undermined by human and material costs, frustration at lack of success, and the North Vietnamese adroit use of political methods.

I served for a very short period of time with the Tomahawks in early 1967 and 68. There probably wasn’t any part of the country that wasn’t a hotbed of either VC or NVA activity. For those of us who volunteered for flight school we knew full well at the time of our volunteering, that our tickets had been punched all the way to Vietnam. Regardless, we were all American’s believing strongly in our patriotic service to country and the cause for which we were sent to fight – to preserve a democracy through defeat of a communist aggressor. Just as our brethren of past wars we were sent to do a duty and we did it - not always best, not always right, and not without some question in our hearts related to the wisdom of our leaders, but it was always done.

My second tour of duty was in 1971 and 72 and the program of "Vietnamization" was in full swing. It was, as President Kennedy said, "In the last analysis, it is their war; it is they who must win or lose it." My second tour was difficult to say the least. My whole outlook on the war and America’s reason for being there did a drastic turnaround. I became more embittered toward the ARVN and their leadership with each day served. It was obvious during this tour of duty that South Vietnam no longer had the will to pursue their political ambitions as a free and independent nation state without America at their side.

The reason for this turnaround centered on the South Vietnamese Army and its leadership. While the military advisory program had trained ARVN to fight it could not instill a backbone in its leaders or individual soldiers. It became a daily ordeal to provide support to the ARVN. They would, without American support, rarely move outside their individual areas of sanctuary to mount offensive operations against the Viet Cong and/or NVA regulars. If and when mounted, at first contact, they would hunker down, establish a defense, and absorb their losses rather than go on the offensive. In short order, it became apparent to me that they had neither the will to fight or win and still preferred to have American forces play point man if intelligence showed the least potential for strong resistance by an Viet Cong or NVA force. Regardless of my disdain, I once again, faithfully executed my military duties to the best of my abilities and within the resources available to me, but I felt that each American causality or death that occurred during my second tour was life and limb given in support of a lost crusade.

Someone wrote - The American involvement in Indochina began imperceptibly, almost like a toothache. Each President (Truman through Nixon) based his policies on exaggerated fears and, later, on exaggerated hopes. One cannot help but wonder what might have happened if not one single American soldier had ever come to Indochina. History does not reveal its alternatives, and thus one cannot say with certitude where this road not taken would have led.

There are more than 55, 000 American’s that would have liked the questions surrounding that speculation answered. In my view, history shows it was hardly worth the sacrifice of the fathers, mothers, sisters, and brothers of those whose names appear on a black granite wall in our Nations Capital not to mention those that bravely gave the supreme sacrifice.

In reference to what happened to the veterans of the Vietnam war I think most of us who served know the answer to that question. Over time the media has played the Vietnam veteran as a "victim". To me that term has engendered in the mind of an average citizen, a person who stands on some street corner with a sign around his neck stating , "Homeless Vietnam Vet. Need Food or Work. God Bless!." I don’t consider myself a "victim" of that war nor do I see any others as "victims". What we are is a by-product of God’s plan in our lives coupled with our own initiative, wills, and intellect. I am not about to say there are not those who were disabled in some way by their wartime experiences and were unable to recover or chose not to recover from those experiences. However, those few are not representative of the vast majority of America’s Vietnam Veterans. I am proud of my service to this great country and proud to have served with many like me. We were ALL SOLDIERS ONCE….AND YOUNG.

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