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SURVIVOR

I looked around

Among the realized homicides

And walking dead.

I tried to hide my own fears,

Camouflaged, as they were,

with a

Macho walk

and talk.

But the moment

Ambushed my own sanity.

I opened my eyes,

And it was like

Like opening future memories,

From a Pandora’s Box.

I stared around

And realized that

I was a survivor

Of all this insanity.

Just a survivor,

Nothing more.

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September 27, 1967 - South Vietnam

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SUNRISE VIETNAM

The fragile sky,

Like a cracked eggshell

Of colors,

Left over from some Easter Egg Hunt,

Peeks over the horizon,

And through

The misty haze

Of smoke,

Generating

From an hours old

Napalm scorched jungle.

It

Looked

Like one big blood shot eye

Staring out

From

Heaven.

#
August 8, 1967 - South Vietnam

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CONSECRATED MOMENTS

Our eyes

Give us away.

They serve as

The mirrors of our fear.

We push onward

Down some jungle trail

Unconscious of any

"Light at the end of the tunnel"

we continue our

homicidal march

through hell.

While all our

Crazy thoughts,

Shriek and run naked

Like unlit Zippo lighters

At the ready,

Waiting to torch and consecrate

To flame and ash

All that offends us,

At that certain moment

Just as the

Fire fight begins

And our death

seems so near.

#
March 14, 1967 - South Vietnam

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JOHN F. KENNEDY REMEMBERED

John

I cried for us

When they killed you

That fateful November Day,

We were both just dreamers

On a journey

guided by youthful hope.

But we were much younger,

Than we are today.

So we knew no better.

For a long time afterwards

I used to watch for you

At the movies

(I knew it had to be you ,

even if you wore a mask )

I knew they could

not kill our dreams.

And I still believed

That no matter how

bad things looked or got

That I could count on you to ride out

On your white horse

To save the day.

I look around today John,

It has been many years

Since you rode through Dallas

And I feel alone.

The dreams

are no longer

there any more!

Damn you John,

For letting them kill us!

Where was your faithful Indian friend?

Where are you John?

#

November 22, 1966 - In-Country

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THE BELLS TOLL

The bells are ringing

Like the sound of the scared om.

Yet no one hears them.

No one wants

To listen.

It is the

death bell tolling

But I am not listening,

It is not my time to go.

No monuments

For my bones yet, please!

No plastic bag

To ship my spent remains,

Home in.

This battle

Won’t be remembered

By anyone who was not here.

This is no famous name

Or place on the map.

However,

This battle

I will remember,

Because

The bells did toll,

But not,

For me!

#
August 17, 1967 - An old French rubber tree plantation in South Vietnam

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